I'd say that what you describe is quite common for my mixed-blood expat/immigrant children friends, being confused about their identity and who they really are. I think it would be a long self exploration process for you to discover who you are and where you feel more comfortable and at home, but I think it's important for you to know that there are many others like you who are going through the same thing.
I'd say that if it was me, and in a way there are some similarities, I'd focus on trying to listen to my heart and basic instincts on who/where I connect to, what place and people make me feel good, and base my future plans on that. I also now believe that it is possible for people to have that in more than one place.
The new generation
I'd say that what you describe is quite common for my mixed-blood expat/immigrant children friends, being confused about their identity and who they really are. I think it would be a long self exploration process for you to discover who you are and where you feel more comfortable and at home, but I think it's important for you to know that there are many others like you who are going through the same thing.
I'd say that if it was me, and in a way there are some similarities, I'd focus on trying to listen to my heart and basic instincts on who/where I connect to, what place and people make me feel good, and base my future plans on that. I also now believe that it is possible for people to have that in more than one place.
Fili